I am an alienator. You know me well. You lived with me once and witnessed my behaviors first hand.
But you did not study and internalise them for future use.
I know your ethical character better than anyone ever has before.
I know what matters most to you. How to manipulate your kindness and love.
I knew your love for your son was the weakness I could target to win. ‘What’s yours is mine. Whats mine is mine too.‘
I know the law and how to monetize the child for victory.
I am an emotional terrorist. You will submit to my will.
I warned if you did not pay I would take your child away.
I control the child’s thoughts. I have expunged you from his life.
I am an alienator, you didn’t notice when we lived together; but I began my work long before I left.
I created fissures and fractures within our family.
I managed and manipulated reality, though for a long time you did not notice that.
I am an alienator; you may remember feeling a chill wind blow through you when my moods changed.
As I raged then sweet-talked you with silken promises of what you needed to hear.
I lied. It’s what I do.
Even to myself. Especially to myself.
My mind is distorted but my projection of shadows convinces the Judge it is yours which has failed you.
I accuse you of that I am guilty of. I gaslight and deny.
Deny deny deny.