I am an Alienator

I am an alienator. You know me well. You lived with me once and witnessed my behaviors first hand. 
But you did not study and internalise them for future use. 
I did. 

I know your ethical character better than anyone ever has before.  
I know what matters most to you. How to manipulate your kindness and love. 
I knew your love for your son was the weakness I could target to win. ‘What’s yours is mine. Whats mine is mine too.‘  
I know the law and how to monetize the child for victory.

I am an emotional terrorist. You will submit to my will.  
I warned if you did not pay I would take your child away. 
I control the child’s thoughts. I have expunged you from his life. 

I am an alienator, you didn’t notice when we lived together; but I began my work long before I left.  
I created fissures and fractures within our family. 
I managed and manipulated reality, though for a long time you did not notice that.  

I am an alienator; you may remember feeling a chill wind blow through you when my moods changed. 
As I raged then sweet-talked you with silken promises of what you needed to hear. 
I lied. It’s what I do. 
Even to myself. Especially to myself. 
My mind is distorted but my projection of shadows convinces the Judge it is yours which has failed you. 
I accuse you of that I am guilty of. I gaslight and deny. 
Deny deny deny. 

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Author: Linda Turner

Coaching and Therapy Currently studying Psychotherapy , Cognitive psychology, Hypnotherapy. Qualified NLP, EMDR and CBT therapist. REIKI Master. I believe in truth, honesty and integrity! ≧◔◡◔≦

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